Was So Bored

Hello people. I felt very bored in school just now. Without Nessa, I feel so empty. :( well, Nessa was busy practising her ngajat dance for the whole period. I only talked to her for like 1hour. That's bad. Now I know how does it feels like to have no friends. In class I was mixing with other people. But, they're just not like Nessa. If it's Nessa, she'll laugh, make weird noises, being insane and more. I feel so lonely without her. :(  And tomorrow I'm gonna be lonely, AGAIN! I hate being lonely so much. >.< If I was in the ngajat group, I'll sure will be happy and it will be fun too. K, let's change the topic. On Sunday, my grandmother from the Philippines passed away. :'( May god bless her. :) My mom went to her hometown yesterday morning. Before my dad send my siblings and I to school he send my mom to the airport first. I really missed my g/mother so much. wish she rest in piece. :)

  god bless you people out there. a big smile :) from Kylie.

How Hard Could It Be?

Hey bloggers. I'm very sad because my crush is taken. The first time I met him was at a seminar in DBKU. He is so handsome and cute. My friends and I call him weird names and there is no reason. My friend Nessa likes him too. On the first day we saw him, we were like melting. We really liked him. And he likes us too. Haha. That's the best part. But then, someone name Abby asked him to be her boyfriend. If i'm not mistaken. Hmmm ... Oh, he is a playboy. That's the worst part too. But nevermind. Atleast he's honest. On the second day of seminar, we saw him, AGAIN! Was so happy. But he always looks at Nessa. :'( It's okey. She's my friend. And the happy news is Nessa doesnt like him anymore. She only loves this guy name Peter. She is loyal. She feel guilty because she accpeted someone in her life. No, she's not single. And no, she's not taken by Peter. She's taken by Syed. She feel very guilty. I feel sorry for her. But, why did she accept him if she loves Peter? It's because she lost control. She wanted to tell Peter but, she was afraid to. She doesnt wants to be a heartbreaker. I read her wall. And this is what they say :

Peter : 

feeling guilty bout wat? me? listening to limb bizkit music. XD

Yesterday at 16:20 · · · See friendship

Nessa :

errrrr, feeling guilty bout something. and I dont wanna tell you because your in it. >.< ohhh. (lol)

Yesterday at 16:22 · · · See friendship 

Peter : 

me? :O . watever it is. its sokay. :)

Yesterday at 16:24 · · · See friendship

And when Peter said that it's okey, Nessa expected that to happen. And it really did happen. I feel happy for Nessa though. When will I be next? I really like Nasir. Oh btw, Nessa's boyfriend has the same name like my crush. Nessa's boyfriends name is Syed Moh Nasiruddin. And my crushers name is Nasiruddin Taha. I think? Haha. But sadly, Nessa loves Peter more. Hope they will be together one day. :) And hope that my wish came true. <3

 GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE. A BIG SMILE FROM KYLIE <3